Blazender, its been a year since youve been gone and i still find myself talking to you in my mind or simply recalling things, memories, moments with you and smiling to the air like an idiot. My life became a huge mess when you left.. Yet i think that im succesfully fixing it little by little. I still feel like i need you.. I keep some pictures of you in my computer and phone, even some screenshots of conversations we had. I miss you Blaze, and i am starting to think that i will never stop missing you, or find anyone like you. I know i wasnt your girlfriend, mom, sister, or anything like that but i am pretty sure i was your best friend. Forever, remember? I still am. And i will always be, because you said so yourself.
I love you Blaze, and maybe its no use to say this but please: “come back to me.”